Free falling

What would it be like to just let go? To be still and not hold everything in an iron fist?

To say, "My life is in Your hands God. You are my Lord" and really mean it?

I think it would mean being able to look at new challanges and experiences with joy instead of anxiety.

I think it would mean peace instead of turmoil.

I think it would mean my life being able to be a true example of a life lived trusting God, instead of a life lived

trying to be self sufficient.

I want to let go. I want to truly expereince what it means to trust.

"Now I'm free. Free falling...." (I don't know how well that relates, but it's stuck in my head and it makes sense to me!)